I was reading the new OH magazine and it talked about how so many people are denied this surgery by their insurance company and can't afford to do it on their own.... So, as someone who has been granted the gift of the surgery by their insurance company, I have a responsibility to make the most of that gift and not waste it.
I know that - and I want it more than anything in the world. I just don't know exactly how to get back there.... It's hard having had these 2 bumps in the road in the process - first the broken arm and then the foot surgery. I think today I may pull my nutrition book and try to get some ideas on how to go back to the beginning.
I need to discover the reason why I'm having trouble getting over these speed bumps. Is it mental? Am I afraid of something? What? What are my goals? I need to re-explore the reason I did this in the first place.
Lots of thinking to do today.
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